Happy Holidays!!!!
Seasons Greetings 2012
Dec 27, 2012
Dec 15, 2012
There is a Time for Things to Happen
I always kept on saying that there is a reason for everything, that things happen for a reason, and that there is always that right time for things to happen. Yet, there are times when I doubt these words, doubt too much that I couldn't even express them in this site.
A few months ago I doubted about why changes had to happen in my life. That was the time when I felt very depressed... too depressed that I had a breakdown which even got my parents so worried.
I wanted to let go and quit. However, circumstances sent me on daily detours. I was oh so ready, but quitting did not happen. Slowly whatever hurt I felt began to heal and relationships became better.
Then a big break came. It was so sudden that I'm still actually catching up with the tide. Yet, it all made sense. Before the big break, I wondered what was the main reason why I wasn't able to let go as planned.
Maybe letting go and quitting back then wasn't the right time, because a few things had to be settled. And the time between the big heartbreak and the big break was a necessary period for me to mend myself, hear words that I ought to hear, heal relationships and make them stronger. It was indeed necessary.
And I'm very happy, in a sense at peace, that before I go to the next chapter of my life, everything fell into place as it should be.
A few months ago I doubted about why changes had to happen in my life. That was the time when I felt very depressed... too depressed that I had a breakdown which even got my parents so worried.
I wanted to let go and quit. However, circumstances sent me on daily detours. I was oh so ready, but quitting did not happen. Slowly whatever hurt I felt began to heal and relationships became better.
Then a big break came. It was so sudden that I'm still actually catching up with the tide. Yet, it all made sense. Before the big break, I wondered what was the main reason why I wasn't able to let go as planned.
Maybe letting go and quitting back then wasn't the right time, because a few things had to be settled. And the time between the big heartbreak and the big break was a necessary period for me to mend myself, hear words that I ought to hear, heal relationships and make them stronger. It was indeed necessary.
And I'm very happy, in a sense at peace, that before I go to the next chapter of my life, everything fell into place as it should be.
What's Happening to the World?
I was shocked to read about the news on the Newton shooting where 20 kids were killed when a man open fired inside a school. I was crying too when I watched President Obama's speech, and it just made me all the more sad that there are still poor souls who do not value life. I feel disturbed at the fact that kids 5-10 years of age died senseless deaths. They were there to enjoy, to learn, to have fun, and to be kids. Little did they know what was about to happen to them.
I grieve for the families who never imagined this would happen. Families who never said their goodbyes to these little angels.
What is happening to the world today? Some say it is because the end of days are coming and thus evil is abound. I have a different view about the end of days (supposedly 21 Dec 2012), though, and I feel this stab in the heart and pain in my soul what had just happened. It's hard to trust people or institutions nowadays, and no amount of personal background check or scrutiny of people and organizations or places can take away these kinds of possibilities.
I just wish we as human being find within ourselves our reason for living, the meaning to life, and embrace wholeheartedly the path for us. Till then, we cannot find peace.
I grieve for the families who never imagined this would happen. Families who never said their goodbyes to these little angels.
What is happening to the world today? Some say it is because the end of days are coming and thus evil is abound. I have a different view about the end of days (supposedly 21 Dec 2012), though, and I feel this stab in the heart and pain in my soul what had just happened. It's hard to trust people or institutions nowadays, and no amount of personal background check or scrutiny of people and organizations or places can take away these kinds of possibilities.
I just wish we as human being find within ourselves our reason for living, the meaning to life, and embrace wholeheartedly the path for us. Till then, we cannot find peace.
Dec 11, 2012
Difference Between a Boss and a Leader
Something to keep in mind!
Sharing: Is Our Fear of Death Destroying Our Planet?
Just want to share this post I read through Facebook.
Accepting the knowledge of our finite life allows us to live with a different concept of time - one that focuses on each moment. It also helps us to understand (I would use "rediscover") our connection to nature.
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Is Our Fear of Death Destroying the Planet?
There is a reason that despite the overwhelming evidence that our exponential, growth-based economic system is destroying the very foundations of life on the planet that change has still been hard to come by. The reason is not because of human greed. Greed, too, is a symptom. It’s not because of a competitive human nature. Humans are actually soft-wired for empathy. It’s not even due to some global conspiracy to rule the world. People just aren’t that capable. The reason we cannot “wake up” to the unsustainable nature of our way of life may be traced to our awareness of our finite life and the linear concept of time that it creates….
Accepting the knowledge of our finite life allows us to live with a different concept of time – one that focuses on each moment. It also helps us to understand our connection to nature. Like everything else, our bodies are subject to the natural lifecycle of growth, maturation, and decay. The current culture of death denial not only attempts to elevate humans above nature; it actually fuels a system that destroys nature as well. In the attempt to preserve our own life, we may actually destroy it.
What might an economy look like that instead of focusing on securing the future needs for some, it cared about meeting the current needs for all? What would happen if money was designed after nature in a way that it decayed over time? Perhaps instead of chasing the illusive reward of ever more money, we might focus on what is truly most important – things like clean water and nutritious food for our bodies, a healthy environment void of pollution and toxic chemicals, and sustainable ways of living on the planet. An abundant world is possible but only if we take yet another cue from nature by focusing on meeting the present needs of every human, animal, and plant on the planet. We must value life in all of its forms and create modes of living based on the principles of interconnectivity, empathy, and the love of life, allowing it to flourish in all of its diversity and beauty. If we begin to view each moment of our lives as the gift it truly is, we can finally shed this very real fear that holds us back from living our lives in a way that allows us to be present each and every moment.
http://sustainableman.org/is-our-fear-of-death-destroying-the-planet/
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I guess it really is a matter of choice for us human beings, to realize that this kind of fear does destroy our earth. More than just changing our lifestyle, patronizing eco-friendly products (e.g. using rechargable batteries than non-ones), eating healthy; we need to change our mindset, change our perspective about life and death.
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Is Our Fear of Death Destroying the Planet?
There is a reason that despite the overwhelming evidence that our exponential, growth-based economic system is destroying the very foundations of life on the planet that change has still been hard to come by. The reason is not because of human greed. Greed, too, is a symptom. It’s not because of a competitive human nature. Humans are actually soft-wired for empathy. It’s not even due to some global conspiracy to rule the world. People just aren’t that capable. The reason we cannot “wake up” to the unsustainable nature of our way of life may be traced to our awareness of our finite life and the linear concept of time that it creates….
Accepting the knowledge of our finite life allows us to live with a different concept of time – one that focuses on each moment. It also helps us to understand our connection to nature. Like everything else, our bodies are subject to the natural lifecycle of growth, maturation, and decay. The current culture of death denial not only attempts to elevate humans above nature; it actually fuels a system that destroys nature as well. In the attempt to preserve our own life, we may actually destroy it.
What might an economy look like that instead of focusing on securing the future needs for some, it cared about meeting the current needs for all? What would happen if money was designed after nature in a way that it decayed over time? Perhaps instead of chasing the illusive reward of ever more money, we might focus on what is truly most important – things like clean water and nutritious food for our bodies, a healthy environment void of pollution and toxic chemicals, and sustainable ways of living on the planet. An abundant world is possible but only if we take yet another cue from nature by focusing on meeting the present needs of every human, animal, and plant on the planet. We must value life in all of its forms and create modes of living based on the principles of interconnectivity, empathy, and the love of life, allowing it to flourish in all of its diversity and beauty. If we begin to view each moment of our lives as the gift it truly is, we can finally shed this very real fear that holds us back from living our lives in a way that allows us to be present each and every moment.
http://sustainableman.org/is-our-fear-of-death-destroying-the-planet/
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I guess it really is a matter of choice for us human beings, to realize that this kind of fear does destroy our earth. More than just changing our lifestyle, patronizing eco-friendly products (e.g. using rechargable batteries than non-ones), eating healthy; we need to change our mindset, change our perspective about life and death.
Dec 9, 2012
6 Years
6 Years of Wackiness with my beloved husband!
Lookie, some old photos too!
That memorable day....
On a serious note, may our married life be one of love, laughter, respect, and content.
Dec 8, 2012
The End of the World?
I seriously have nothing to write about. Wait, this is something to write about.... and this something is called "nothing to write about!"
Whatever.
Seriously, I'm in a writing rut right now. Have been, for quite some time already. I don't know what's with this year, but it seems to me that time has passed me by without documenting the wonderful moments that happened this year (Eanna's development, team's sports trophies from our team building sessions, married life, etc). I may have been a little too negative I guess, because I'm inclined to assessing this year as something not too good.
But I'll try to be a bit more positive and talk about something...
Spirituality Perhaps?
Ok, the supposed "end of the world" will be this 21 Dec, 2012. The Winter Solstice date, Yule. I had so many plans before of travelling to higher ground just in case the conspiracy theories are actually correct. These plans will not materialize. First, no time to prepare. Second, no budget. Europe / Scandinavian countries aren't exactly cheap, you know. Hahaha. Lastly, I think I dont want to leave behind my family. Hehehee.
But I learned just this week that 21 Dec marks the end of the Age of Pisces and the beginning of the Age of Aquarius (read more about it here at Astrodynamics and Librarising). So I guess that's the meaning of the "end of the world" right and no cause for concern, but for us to open our inner spiritualities and minds for change.
Hahaha, being spiritual much? Well it's because that's what I've been trying to rediscover lately.
Maybe this is also one of the main reasons why I don't post anymore the usual stuff that I post - fashion, parenting, food, interior design. Is this one of the manifestations of change due to the changing of an Age?
Not sure about this, but really, for the past few months, the only fashion-y related stuff I'm interested in is nail polish. Too crazy about them for my own good. But that is a different topic, riiightttt?
So anyways, wow, this is a lot considering that initially I had nothing to write about. But yeah, I'm in this phase of my life where it is scary at the same time exciting and liberating. I've rediscovered what I have always been interested at, and now I think I'm more serious than ever in trying to live a more spiritual life, more push for natural family living (I still can't take Eanna's hands off my phone though, must try harder), and more concern for the community and nature. These have always been my interest, they just got lost in a mess called capitalism, individualism, and materialism. Hahaha.
I'm back to the traditional writing a journal but I will really try my best to post more in my blog, I hate to let go of it after years of pouring my heart out in my own sacred cyberspace.
Quite a lot considering it's an early morning weekend post. But it is a major update of what's happening to me right now.
So... end of the world? Dec 21? I'm looking forward to it. With my family. Better be safe than sorry. Hahaha!
Whatever.
Seriously, I'm in a writing rut right now. Have been, for quite some time already. I don't know what's with this year, but it seems to me that time has passed me by without documenting the wonderful moments that happened this year (Eanna's development, team's sports trophies from our team building sessions, married life, etc). I may have been a little too negative I guess, because I'm inclined to assessing this year as something not too good.
But I'll try to be a bit more positive and talk about something...
Spirituality Perhaps?
Ok, the supposed "end of the world" will be this 21 Dec, 2012. The Winter Solstice date, Yule. I had so many plans before of travelling to higher ground just in case the conspiracy theories are actually correct. These plans will not materialize. First, no time to prepare. Second, no budget. Europe / Scandinavian countries aren't exactly cheap, you know. Hahaha. Lastly, I think I dont want to leave behind my family. Hehehee.
But I learned just this week that 21 Dec marks the end of the Age of Pisces and the beginning of the Age of Aquarius (read more about it here at Astrodynamics and Librarising). So I guess that's the meaning of the "end of the world" right and no cause for concern, but for us to open our inner spiritualities and minds for change.
Hahaha, being spiritual much? Well it's because that's what I've been trying to rediscover lately.
Maybe this is also one of the main reasons why I don't post anymore the usual stuff that I post - fashion, parenting, food, interior design. Is this one of the manifestations of change due to the changing of an Age?
Not sure about this, but really, for the past few months, the only fashion-y related stuff I'm interested in is nail polish. Too crazy about them for my own good. But that is a different topic, riiightttt?
So anyways, wow, this is a lot considering that initially I had nothing to write about. But yeah, I'm in this phase of my life where it is scary at the same time exciting and liberating. I've rediscovered what I have always been interested at, and now I think I'm more serious than ever in trying to live a more spiritual life, more push for natural family living (I still can't take Eanna's hands off my phone though, must try harder), and more concern for the community and nature. These have always been my interest, they just got lost in a mess called capitalism, individualism, and materialism. Hahaha.
I'm back to the traditional writing a journal but I will really try my best to post more in my blog, I hate to let go of it after years of pouring my heart out in my own sacred cyberspace.
Quite a lot considering it's an early morning weekend post. But it is a major update of what's happening to me right now.
So... end of the world? Dec 21? I'm looking forward to it. With my family. Better be safe than sorry. Hahaha!
Dec 1, 2012
You Are Sacred Purpose
You are Sacred Purpose.
You are not your shame, your fears, your addictions, your games, your guilt, the internalized remnants of negative messaging…
You are not your resistance to your true path …
You are not your self-doubt…
You are not your self-distraction patterns.
You are not your escape hatches…
You are not your pessimism about a life of meaning and purpose.
You are not here merely to survive and endure.
No matter what others have mistakenly told you about who you are, no matter what mistakes you may have made in the past, you are here with a sacred purpose living at the core of your being. If that weren’t true you never would have made it down the birth canal. You never would have overcome what you have already overcome in your life.
You are a Sacred Purpose. ~Jeff Brown
You are not your shame, your fears, your addictions, your games, your guilt, the internalized remnants of negative messaging…
You are not your resistance to your true path …
You are not your self-doubt…
You are not your self-distraction patterns.
You are not your escape hatches…
You are not your pessimism about a life of meaning and purpose.
You are not here merely to survive and endure.
No matter what others have mistakenly told you about who you are, no matter what mistakes you may have made in the past, you are here with a sacred purpose living at the core of your being. If that weren’t true you never would have made it down the birth canal. You never would have overcome what you have already overcome in your life.
You are a Sacred Purpose. ~Jeff Brown
Nov 24, 2012
Shooting, Anyone?
This is the first time I experienced shooting a real gun (with real bullets!) and I'm glad that I went along with my colleagues!
It was fun! I was really nervous an scared, but it was really a good experience! I really got scared of the gunshot sounds, plus the guns themselves creeped the crap out of me. Even though I was playing around with two guns, acting like I was a cowboy (yeah, whip out those Bailey Cowboy Hats hahaha) and ready to shoot someone with two guns and all, they made me very nervous.
I don't think I'd take this as a hobby but yeah, this was a milestone for me!
Thanks to my officemate, Jeff, who invited me! Till next time!
It was fun! I was really nervous an scared, but it was really a good experience! I really got scared of the gunshot sounds, plus the guns themselves creeped the crap out of me. Even though I was playing around with two guns, acting like I was a cowboy (yeah, whip out those Bailey Cowboy Hats hahaha) and ready to shoot someone with two guns and all, they made me very nervous.
I don't think I'd take this as a hobby but yeah, this was a milestone for me!
Thanks to my officemate, Jeff, who invited me! Till next time!
Nov 19, 2012
LPU 2012
Much as I wanted to subscribe to LPU this year, I opted not to do so (for now at least) because I know I might get disappointed again. Not because of the membership per se, but last year, I was really this close to meeting Linkin Park. Yes, not just watching them, meeting them. You see, I was one of those selected to meet them for their concert in Singapore, which I was unable to go because of a conflict of training schedule planned for me by my company. Ugh.
Now, I fear that if I do so again I'd get disappointed that I won't be able to go to their concert nor meet them at all. Actually, I really want to go to their summits where fans around the world get to mingle, meet the band, ask questions, and even play LP's instruments. I've always dreamed of playing the piano of MS, or even tinker with their apc40 for some Linkin-Park-ified sounds. I've always wanted to try to play Rob's drums too, or even touch the guitars used.
*Sigh*
When oh when will I ever see my favorite band? Only time will tell, but here's hoping.
Now, I fear that if I do so again I'd get disappointed that I won't be able to go to their concert nor meet them at all. Actually, I really want to go to their summits where fans around the world get to mingle, meet the band, ask questions, and even play LP's instruments. I've always dreamed of playing the piano of MS, or even tinker with their apc40 for some Linkin-Park-ified sounds. I've always wanted to try to play Rob's drums too, or even touch the guitars used.
*Sigh*
When oh when will I ever see my favorite band? Only time will tell, but here's hoping.
Nov 18, 2012
Skyfall
Just a quick share: my nail polish for the week. This is Skyfall, part of OPI's James Bond collection. Easily one of my favorites!
Now I can't wait till I get my hands on the "Man With The Golden Gun" topcoat. It's a limited edition polish, because it has 18k gold flakes! I may not be able to afford wearing lots of golden jewelry, but surely I have gold on my fingertips. Hahahaha!
Ok back to reality now. I have yet to look for a good quality flyer printing online for this possible business thing I'm cooking. Stay tuned for more info on this!
Nov 14, 2012
My Blue Moonstone Ring
So happy to finally receive my customized blue moonstone ring!
There are tiny emerald baguettes on the side because emerald is my birthstone. Why then did I choose the moonstone as my center gem? Well, I have always been inclined towards moonstones (and the moon in general) for some strange reason. It was a joy too when I found out that based on the Celtic tree calendar, my stone is moonstone!
I chose the blue moonstone because it is the highest quality - the more the blue tinge is visible (adularescence), the better / rarer the gem.
Love love love it. :)
There are tiny emerald baguettes on the side because emerald is my birthstone. Why then did I choose the moonstone as my center gem? Well, I have always been inclined towards moonstones (and the moon in general) for some strange reason. It was a joy too when I found out that based on the Celtic tree calendar, my stone is moonstone!
I chose the blue moonstone because it is the highest quality - the more the blue tinge is visible (adularescence), the better / rarer the gem.
Love love love it. :)
Am I Aging Too Soon?
Warning: vanity entry!
Because my office mates wanted to see the dress I will be wearing for our Christmas party, I tried to search in my photo archives for a picture of me wearing that dress. Sooner I got all depressed and discouraged. I noticed that even after giving birth before, I still looked the same up until 1 year ago. Then all of a sudden I looked vet different. Not only did I gain 20 pounds but it seems that my face changed too. Is this a sign of aging? Goodness I am not young anymore but I'm not that old either!
I just joked that this was what our company did to me, because the change was evident a few months after I started working again. But seriously, it got me worried. I know that if a woman wants to see how she would look like in her older years, she just needs to look at get mother. Well my mother is aging gracefully, so I should be confident, right? But them again, when I think about how she looked the same age as I am now, I think I am falling behind or missing that age-gracefully factor!
Sometimes I even feel like I look older than my mother and that she is far healthier than I am now. I try to eat modestly and all but it seems that dieting doesn't do wonders for me. Yes, I know I need to exercise, but heck, I see others too who are seriously exercising and going to the gym but they are still bulky.
I know I should do something and that I shouldn't resign and nor embrace the fact that this is the "me" now, but I can't help but be depressed about it.
*sigh*
I know I should just chill and stay healthy as much as I can, and be thankful that I don't have any illnesses. I just wish that I still look a little closer to how I was two years ago. Is that too much to ask?
Because my office mates wanted to see the dress I will be wearing for our Christmas party, I tried to search in my photo archives for a picture of me wearing that dress. Sooner I got all depressed and discouraged. I noticed that even after giving birth before, I still looked the same up until 1 year ago. Then all of a sudden I looked vet different. Not only did I gain 20 pounds but it seems that my face changed too. Is this a sign of aging? Goodness I am not young anymore but I'm not that old either!
I just joked that this was what our company did to me, because the change was evident a few months after I started working again. But seriously, it got me worried. I know that if a woman wants to see how she would look like in her older years, she just needs to look at get mother. Well my mother is aging gracefully, so I should be confident, right? But them again, when I think about how she looked the same age as I am now, I think I am falling behind or missing that age-gracefully factor!
Sometimes I even feel like I look older than my mother and that she is far healthier than I am now. I try to eat modestly and all but it seems that dieting doesn't do wonders for me. Yes, I know I need to exercise, but heck, I see others too who are seriously exercising and going to the gym but they are still bulky.
I know I should do something and that I shouldn't resign and nor embrace the fact that this is the "me" now, but I can't help but be depressed about it.
*sigh*
I know I should just chill and stay healthy as much as I can, and be thankful that I don't have any illnesses. I just wish that I still look a little closer to how I was two years ago. Is that too much to ask?
Nov 10, 2012
Holiday Season is Near
There is something magical every time the Yuletide season is coming. People tend to be friendlier, jollier, more generous. Even the weather seems to be just perfect!
What I look forward to the most (wait, probably second only as the most I look forward to is Enrique coming home!) is the Christmas gathering of our Hidalgo clan every 25th December. There are lots of good conversation, good food, children happily playing, and of course, good music!
My cousin always provides the best music every time. He has really good dj equipment that's comparable to equipment found in clubs. From 70's to 80's up to the most hip songs, gotta love his taste in music. It's no wonder even our elder relatives couldn't help but dance too. How about you guys, how do you celebrate the Yuletide season?
Nov 8, 2012
Vernis Addiction
Oh my goodness. Seriously, my nail polish addiction should stop. I'm getting broke already. I must stop!
How can I when new polishes by A-England cannot be resisted? Argh.
Case in point, this...
A-England's Beauty Never Fails. Ack. Its beauty does not fail, literally.
*Sigh*
I'm really hoping my addiction will stop, or at least mellow down. I have too much already, but they just keep on coming! I must focus on my priorities or at least buy something else aside from polishes. Yule is drawing near anyway so might as well spend a few for decor like a floor stand display or some garland. Ack.
How can I when new polishes by A-England cannot be resisted? Argh.
Case in point, this...
Image from Pointless Cafe
A-England's Beauty Never Fails. Ack. Its beauty does not fail, literally.
*Sigh*
I'm really hoping my addiction will stop, or at least mellow down. I have too much already, but they just keep on coming! I must focus on my priorities or at least buy something else aside from polishes. Yule is drawing near anyway so might as well spend a few for decor like a floor stand display or some garland. Ack.
Nov 5, 2012
Think Like A Tree
Think Like A Tree
by Karen Shragg
Soak up the sun
Affirm life's magic
Be graceful in the wind
Stand tall after a storm
Feel refreshed after it rains
Grow strong without notice
Be prepared for each season
Provide shelter to strangers
Hang tough through a cold spell
Emerge renewed at the first signs of spring
Stay deeply rooted while reaching for the sky
Be still long enough to
hear your own leaves rustling.
Nov 4, 2012
Eanna's Mother Earth Prayer
Thank you God for showing me that somehow I am teaching Eanna the right way: to respect, care for, and be thankful for our Mother Earth...
My darling girl, I will do my best to help protect the Earth for you. Let's do this together.
Eanna's Personal Prayer during Mass (impromptu prayer)
Dear God,
Please help the flowers grow.
Thank you for the earth that gives us food and water
So we will not be thirsty and hungry.
Please take care of the earth.
Amen.
{Image from Tonjalea's Media}
My darling girl, I will do my best to help protect the Earth for you. Let's do this together.
Nov 3, 2012
Sister Chat
It's been a long time since I last talked to my sister that lasted quite long. Thank goodness for Facetime, it's as if we're together talking in person!
Talking to my sister makes me want to have another baby girl so that my daughter would experience how truly wonderful it is to have a sister. You can say whatever you want and just laugh. Argue, then laugh again. Make jokes and criticise, then laugh again. Perfect stress reliever. YEs, friends are great, but being close to siblings is far greater.
Our talk was quite more serious than usual and it's good, because it made us feel like we're grown ups (even if we sometimes don't act like one hahaha). I have yet to see the day when we compare parenting styles or "intimate matters" but I think the bond we have right now is amazing. I couldn't imagine it would be like this considering the fact that we were like Tom and Gerry and that we are completely different in terms of personality. But I guess it's because we are sisters, that's why.
One funny thing though, and I guess one major difference between us, is this. We were talking about something, and much as I wanted to resist, her prodding made me give in to say some things/what I think/my observations about a particular scenario which puts a person in a not so good light. Towards the end of our conversation, I told her that I felt guilty for even thinking or analyzing that way, even if, sad to say, my analysis may be true. She said that it's ok because it's just us talking and there won't even be a chance that whatever we talked about will leak. Still, I said, I felt guilty. She assured me though, that she knows and understand why I felt that way because she knows me too well that I don't feel comfortable assessing something that puts a person in a not so good light. But still, it's just sister chat. I shouldn't be bothered that much, she said, because anyway likely my assessment was correct. Hahaha.
Anyway, it's really good talking to her. It may not be that often as we would like it to be, but hey, we do have alternatives. FB, What's App (we have our family channel haha), text, or simple phone calls. What's important is that there is a bond.
I'm happy with how close my family is even when we have our own families to take care of. My brothers have yet to have their own, but I do hope that our bond will not be broken.
Like what my Mom said, family is the most important thing to cherish.
My sister and I along Orchard Road, SG
Talking to my sister makes me want to have another baby girl so that my daughter would experience how truly wonderful it is to have a sister. You can say whatever you want and just laugh. Argue, then laugh again. Make jokes and criticise, then laugh again. Perfect stress reliever. YEs, friends are great, but being close to siblings is far greater.
Our talk was quite more serious than usual and it's good, because it made us feel like we're grown ups (even if we sometimes don't act like one hahaha). I have yet to see the day when we compare parenting styles or "intimate matters" but I think the bond we have right now is amazing. I couldn't imagine it would be like this considering the fact that we were like Tom and Gerry and that we are completely different in terms of personality. But I guess it's because we are sisters, that's why.
One funny thing though, and I guess one major difference between us, is this. We were talking about something, and much as I wanted to resist, her prodding made me give in to say some things/what I think/my observations about a particular scenario which puts a person in a not so good light. Towards the end of our conversation, I told her that I felt guilty for even thinking or analyzing that way, even if, sad to say, my analysis may be true. She said that it's ok because it's just us talking and there won't even be a chance that whatever we talked about will leak. Still, I said, I felt guilty. She assured me though, that she knows and understand why I felt that way because she knows me too well that I don't feel comfortable assessing something that puts a person in a not so good light. But still, it's just sister chat. I shouldn't be bothered that much, she said, because anyway likely my assessment was correct. Hahaha.
Anyway, it's really good talking to her. It may not be that often as we would like it to be, but hey, we do have alternatives. FB, What's App (we have our family channel haha), text, or simple phone calls. What's important is that there is a bond.
I'm happy with how close my family is even when we have our own families to take care of. My brothers have yet to have their own, but I do hope that our bond will not be broken.
Like what my Mom said, family is the most important thing to cherish.
Nov 1, 2012
My Mom
Hearing my mom tell me she loves me and lulls me like a baby is one of the best moments of my troubled life.
How I wish I was as strong as her.
How I wish I was as strong as her.
Oct 26, 2012
120
I'm officially overweight.
Oct 25, 2012
Oct 24, 2012
My Little Footballer
Check out my little girl in her first football clinic!
At first she was all skeptical about football but she ended up loving it! When she went home, she couldn't stop telling me what happened and asked when the next football session will be.
I'm so glad that my little girl is into sports too. My my, she's such a well-rounded person. She loves cooking, reading, writing, drawing, crafts, music, make pretend in front of the camera, and now this... sports!
I hope that her spirit will all the more grow and her interest in all the things she's into right now will not wane. She has grown so much I couldn't help but reminisce: from the time my pregnancy test confirmed she's there, to listening to her heartbeat using a fetal doppler, the moment i saw her face, when i gave birth, when she first smiled, etc etc. Wow. Amazing.
Gotta love that kid. And I'm proud she's mine. :)
I'm so glad that my little girl is into sports too. My my, she's such a well-rounded person. She loves cooking, reading, writing, drawing, crafts, music, make pretend in front of the camera, and now this... sports!
I hope that her spirit will all the more grow and her interest in all the things she's into right now will not wane. She has grown so much I couldn't help but reminisce: from the time my pregnancy test confirmed she's there, to listening to her heartbeat using a fetal doppler, the moment i saw her face, when i gave birth, when she first smiled, etc etc. Wow. Amazing.
Gotta love that kid. And I'm proud she's mine. :)
Oct 22, 2012
Unfocused
Warning: this is depression talking.
Blame it on asthma, but I'm quite feeling down these past few days. Thoughts of discontent, failure, and hopelessness entered my mind during the weekend. I know it's not a healthy thing especially since weekends are supposed to be a time of joy, love, living, and relaxing.
First, discontent. I love my home. I try so hard to make it as home-y and as beautiful as possible, so that my husband will always cherish and long for our home whenever he's away. Also, I want that all my guests would feel at home when they're around. However, seeing beautiful homes like my Uncle's always makes me think why I do not have the home-n-garden wish I've always wanted. They say, go buy a lot. It's cheap here. I know it is, but I'm not sure if we'd have enough funds to buy the land plus build a house. Enter the feelings of hopelessness and failure. Hopelessness, because maybe that dream will just always be that, just a dream. Failure, because I failed to plan ahead and stop giving in to my wants in order to move towards that goal. I know I should not regret on decisions I took before, but sometimes, like now, I am tempted to regret.
Next, failure. A lot of things here. Failure at work? Maybe, because what happened was not what I expected or planned to be. I know, I know, the saying "God has plans for you while you make plans for yourself" or something like that. But, I couldn't help but wonder why things have to be this way, what did I actually learn from the changes to make me a better person or make me be better in what I do? I'm already at the stage of acceptance but when certain complications, no matter how small come along the way, it gets me back to square one, and then i feel trapped. There's so much to say about work but I'm just trying to be positive. I've heard one say before, those who don't see that positive are losers, but of course, I disagree with that (among other things that person said). It's just that it is a struggle, and I think I'm just being honest with myself when I say it is sometimes a challenge to see things positively especially if something negative happened. Does that make me a loser?
Failure at home? I'm still struggling to be better at being a home maker (even while working) and there too are times when I feel (or other people make me feel) that I am a failure on this aspect. I'm not good enough as a Mom, I'm just being lazy, etc etc. Sorry if how I was raised was different from how others were raised, but I don't think both views are not correct. They're just different, and I think both styles/views must be respected. Yet, even with this belief, there really are days when I feel like a total failure as a person. :( I know I'm not perfect, but I think in some ways I have a "somewhat" pure heart with a desire to do good and have compassion for others.
Last, hopelessness. I feel that there is so much that I can contribute but I'm not in the right setting. It makes me think if I would have been happier if I did push through in being a missionary and teach/preach. Maybe I'd have more happiness there? I don't know, but I feel a bit hopeless and uncertain that I will be truly happy. It's like I have this calling, but i don't know what to do and I feel trapped.
All these actually paralyze me and make me unable to move and breathe right. Maybe this whole depression thing is what triggers my asthma. It nows goes full circle. I blame it on asthma that I'm depressed and typing away, but my conclusion too is that my depression causes my asthma. *Sigh* Sometimes I just wish my asthma will just take me away. :(
It is true, what I sometimes say, that beneath this happy-go-lucky, always bubbly, artsy-emo person is a lonely soul. Maybe all my fashion-y beauty stuff are just temporary fixes to help me deal. *Sigh*
To whoever reads my blog, please do pray for my sanity. Thanks.
Blame it on asthma, but I'm quite feeling down these past few days. Thoughts of discontent, failure, and hopelessness entered my mind during the weekend. I know it's not a healthy thing especially since weekends are supposed to be a time of joy, love, living, and relaxing.
First, discontent. I love my home. I try so hard to make it as home-y and as beautiful as possible, so that my husband will always cherish and long for our home whenever he's away. Also, I want that all my guests would feel at home when they're around. However, seeing beautiful homes like my Uncle's always makes me think why I do not have the home-n-garden wish I've always wanted. They say, go buy a lot. It's cheap here. I know it is, but I'm not sure if we'd have enough funds to buy the land plus build a house. Enter the feelings of hopelessness and failure. Hopelessness, because maybe that dream will just always be that, just a dream. Failure, because I failed to plan ahead and stop giving in to my wants in order to move towards that goal. I know I should not regret on decisions I took before, but sometimes, like now, I am tempted to regret.
Next, failure. A lot of things here. Failure at work? Maybe, because what happened was not what I expected or planned to be. I know, I know, the saying "God has plans for you while you make plans for yourself" or something like that. But, I couldn't help but wonder why things have to be this way, what did I actually learn from the changes to make me a better person or make me be better in what I do? I'm already at the stage of acceptance but when certain complications, no matter how small come along the way, it gets me back to square one, and then i feel trapped. There's so much to say about work but I'm just trying to be positive. I've heard one say before, those who don't see that positive are losers, but of course, I disagree with that (among other things that person said). It's just that it is a struggle, and I think I'm just being honest with myself when I say it is sometimes a challenge to see things positively especially if something negative happened. Does that make me a loser?
Failure at home? I'm still struggling to be better at being a home maker (even while working) and there too are times when I feel (or other people make me feel) that I am a failure on this aspect. I'm not good enough as a Mom, I'm just being lazy, etc etc. Sorry if how I was raised was different from how others were raised, but I don't think both views are not correct. They're just different, and I think both styles/views must be respected. Yet, even with this belief, there really are days when I feel like a total failure as a person. :( I know I'm not perfect, but I think in some ways I have a "somewhat" pure heart with a desire to do good and have compassion for others.
Last, hopelessness. I feel that there is so much that I can contribute but I'm not in the right setting. It makes me think if I would have been happier if I did push through in being a missionary and teach/preach. Maybe I'd have more happiness there? I don't know, but I feel a bit hopeless and uncertain that I will be truly happy. It's like I have this calling, but i don't know what to do and I feel trapped.
All these actually paralyze me and make me unable to move and breathe right. Maybe this whole depression thing is what triggers my asthma. It nows goes full circle. I blame it on asthma that I'm depressed and typing away, but my conclusion too is that my depression causes my asthma. *Sigh* Sometimes I just wish my asthma will just take me away. :(
It is true, what I sometimes say, that beneath this happy-go-lucky, always bubbly, artsy-emo person is a lonely soul. Maybe all my fashion-y beauty stuff are just temporary fixes to help me deal. *Sigh*
To whoever reads my blog, please do pray for my sanity. Thanks.
Oct 19, 2012
Blue Moonstones
Blue moonstones... yes, this is my current fixation. For some reason I am drawn towards it. Maybe it's because of what I posted earlier about the Celtic Tree Calendar. Hahaha.
Anyway, I ordered for a custom-made ring and hopefully I will receive it in 1-2 weeks.
It's not as exquisite as the blue moonstone used for this ring (which is uber-expensive), but I'm sure I will be very happy with my very own!
The design for my ring would look like this:
And will have two small emeralds on both sides. :)
I wish I'd have this kind of blue moonstone (the bluer, the better, and the best coming from Sri Lanka)...
But hey, I don't live beyond my means (most of the time)!
I'm excited already! If everything turns out fine, then I'd post it and even "promote" the seller hahahaha!
Anyway, I ordered for a custom-made ring and hopefully I will receive it in 1-2 weeks.
It's not as exquisite as the blue moonstone used for this ring (which is uber-expensive), but I'm sure I will be very happy with my very own!
{Image from Fay Cullen}
The design for my ring would look like this:
I wish I'd have this kind of blue moonstone (the bluer, the better, and the best coming from Sri Lanka)...
{Image from Art of Platinum}
But hey, I don't live beyond my means (most of the time)!
I'm excited already! If everything turns out fine, then I'd post it and even "promote" the seller hahahaha!
Oct 16, 2012
Eight-Rayed Star
Let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honor and humility, mirth and reverence within you.
Reading People
There are some people who take pride in being "good in reading people." I don't want to seem rude or negative about it, but honestly, I think it's something that one should not "brag" about as if it's a very good thing to be skillful at.
First of all, maybe it's just my way of thinking, but I don't take too much effort in trying to read people. I don't even want to try, even if one of the strengths people see in me is that I am very observant. Maybe it's because by nature I don't snoop into anyone's business? If I feel something, then I feel something. But it's not like I'll make an effort to try to read things.
Second, there is a danger of always trying to do so. I firmly believe that when you try to read people, it is not 100% objective. Why? because what you "read" is a mixture of what the person may be (or his/her mood, attitude, thinking, feeling, etc) and what you think the person is trying to show (probably based on what your sentiments are about that particular person). What you even think the person is manifesting can even be a projection of what you would be/do/act given you are in that same scenario.
So, no. Much as I am tagged as very observant, I refuse to even try to read people, unless I choose and decide to do so. A bit rare, only if I try to analyse scenarios. But really, more often than not, I take things as it is.
First of all, maybe it's just my way of thinking, but I don't take too much effort in trying to read people. I don't even want to try, even if one of the strengths people see in me is that I am very observant. Maybe it's because by nature I don't snoop into anyone's business? If I feel something, then I feel something. But it's not like I'll make an effort to try to read things.
Second, there is a danger of always trying to do so. I firmly believe that when you try to read people, it is not 100% objective. Why? because what you "read" is a mixture of what the person may be (or his/her mood, attitude, thinking, feeling, etc) and what you think the person is trying to show (probably based on what your sentiments are about that particular person). What you even think the person is manifesting can even be a projection of what you would be/do/act given you are in that same scenario.
So, no. Much as I am tagged as very observant, I refuse to even try to read people, unless I choose and decide to do so. A bit rare, only if I try to analyse scenarios. But really, more often than not, I take things as it is.
Oct 10, 2012
Celtic Tree Horoscope
February 18 – March 17: ASH Planet: Neptune Gemstone: Coral Ash people are good communicators, witty and spontaneous, and generally curious about life.
March 18-April 14: ALDER Planet: Mars Gemstone: Ruby Alders are filled with courage and affection, loyalty and determination. Your energy is considerable, you enjoy physicality, and love to play.
April 15 – May 12: WILLOW Planet: The Moon Gemstone: Moonstone Willows tend to be in touch with their emotions, intuitive, and adaptable. Underneath the appearance of hesitance, willows possess great flexibility and inner strength, along with a strong will.
May 13 – June 9: HAWTHORN Planet: Vulcan Gemstone: Topaz Hawthorns are spontaneous and sometimes impatient, possessing great confidence, creativity, and charm.
June 10 – July 7: OAK Planet: Jupiter Gemstone: Diamond Oaks tend to be self-confident and responsible, optimistic and proud, with ample charisma and a strong philosophical streak.
July 8 – August 4: HOLLY Planet: Earth Gemstone: Red Carnelian Holly people are cautious and practical, reasonable and filled with personal integrity, sensitive and protective.
August 5 – September 1: HAZEL Planet: Mercury Gemstone: Amethyst Hazels are very perceptive, idealistic, and artistic. Wisdom and creativity are especially important to hazel people.
September 2 – September 29: VINE Planet: Venus Gemstone: Emerald Vine folks are very sensitive and self-critical, gentle and romantic. You can be quite authoritative, and harmony is of great importance to you.
September 30 – October 27: IVY Planet: The Moon Gemstone: Opal Ivy people are social and loyal to their friends, kindly but sometimes restless, and, although appearing hesitant, actually very strong.
October 28 – November 24: REED Planet: Pluto Gemstone: Jasper Reeds tend to be fearless and stubborn, uncompromising and independent, imaginative, loyal, and sometimes jealous.
November 25 – December 23: ELDER Planet: Saturn Gemstone: Jet Elders are energetic, self-disciplined, although disliking routine, open, spontaneous, and self-sufficient.
December 24 – January 20: BIRCH Planet: The Sun Gemstone: Rock Crystal Birch people tend to be hard-working and ambitious, with strong leadership qualities. You are generally loyal and faithful, although you may tend to hide your feelings.
Oct 7, 2012
White Kitchen Is Coming
Finally. I mustered up all that we've got to finally renovate our kitchen area. Yes, I know this was long overdue, but it's ok. Now, it is coming true. I'm gonna have my white kitchen!
Husband was (as always) hesitant about the impracticality of having an all-white kitchen. I know, I know, it will be quite high maintenance. But I really love white cabinets, and a pristine white countertop. His nephew, our architect, sided with me though. Hehehehe.
This design was given to us earlier this year. I still love it, so this is still a go.
Now, for the appliances... Hubby and I decided to just go all out and get a new set of cooking appliances. This time, we opted to go with what we originally wanted... induction hob and built-in oven...
Induction Stovetop...
We also got a black hood for this.
Yes, we've decided to go electrical this time. Plus, I love the technology behind induction cooking. I mean, how cool is this pic...
Then this is our built-in Oven
Our architect suggested, budget permitting, to have tiles on the spare wall. He read my mind actually, as I love having tiles too, Bisazza pa. Hahaha. Of course I won't get that as it's very expensive, but it's my inspiration.
I hope I could get something similar. Less of the gold though. Second choice actually is green, thanks to a photo of a kitchen in my Domino book.
Probably I'd get the white. Hehehe. We'll see. Again, tiles will be installed only if budget permits.
Now the lighting, we'll see if I would change our overhead lighting. Definitely though, we will have those cabinet lighting using LED lights. Tehehehe. All we have to do is check out an online cad library to help us design this portion of the kitchen. Tehehehe.
Splurge na talaga ito! I love cooking anyway, so it really does make sense for me to work on my kitchen. And the white, yes, predictable right? I am impractical that way. Hahaha.
Husband was (as always) hesitant about the impracticality of having an all-white kitchen. I know, I know, it will be quite high maintenance. But I really love white cabinets, and a pristine white countertop. His nephew, our architect, sided with me though. Hehehehe.
This design was given to us earlier this year. I still love it, so this is still a go.
Now, for the appliances... Hubby and I decided to just go all out and get a new set of cooking appliances. This time, we opted to go with what we originally wanted... induction hob and built-in oven...
Induction Stovetop...
Yes, we've decided to go electrical this time. Plus, I love the technology behind induction cooking. I mean, how cool is this pic...
Then this is our built-in Oven
I hope I could get something similar. Less of the gold though. Second choice actually is green, thanks to a photo of a kitchen in my Domino book.
Probably I'd get the white. Hehehe. We'll see. Again, tiles will be installed only if budget permits.
Now the lighting, we'll see if I would change our overhead lighting. Definitely though, we will have those cabinet lighting using LED lights. Tehehehe. All we have to do is check out an online cad library to help us design this portion of the kitchen. Tehehehe.
Splurge na talaga ito! I love cooking anyway, so it really does make sense for me to work on my kitchen. And the white, yes, predictable right? I am impractical that way. Hahaha.
Sep 30, 2012
Astrological Zodiac Colors and Correspondences
Check this out!
I got this from A Circle of Witches FB Page. I'm Taurean, and I think this fits me to a tee.
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Astrological Zodiac Colors and Correspondences
Aries (March 21 April 20) Ruling planet - Mars. Dark Red, usually the darker shades of scarlet or crimson. Magically the planet Mars is the purifier and destroyer who sweeps aside the stagnant, the unwanted and the redundant so progress can be made. Alternatively, the planet of war also represents the creative principle and the unconscious urge for the human species to reproduce itself, for life and death are two aspects of the same energy.
Taurus (April 21-May 21) Ruling planet - Venus. Green, ranging from the palest apple green to the dark olive of the earth forces. In magical lore the Venusians energy represents the spiritual desire to unite the opposites and balance the dual forces of male and female. This union was known to the medieval alchemists as "the sacred marriage" and is symbolized in magic and Wicca by the ritual metaphor of the sword in the chalice.
Gemini (May 22 June 21) Ruling planet - Mercury Yellow is the color of this Zodiac sign representing communication and the power of the mind. In occult tradition Gemini is a symbol of the dualism which manifests from the transcendental Oneness and of magus who acts as a go-between carrying messages between Middle Earth and the Otherworld.
Cancer (June 22-July 22) Ruling planet - the moon. Light Blue and Silver are the colors of the lunar sphere. It is the realm of the unconscious, the hidden side of the personality and psychic forces.
Leo (July 23-August 23) Ruling planet - the sun. Its colors are gold and Orange. The sun represents the life force and is the visible symbol of the Cosmic Creator in the solar system.
Virgo (August 24-September 23) Ruling planet - Mercury. White is the color associated with this alternative aspect of Mercurial energy It represents the analytical abilities of the mind symbolized by the quest for scientific knowledge.
Libra (September 24-October 23) Ruling planet - Venus. Libra's Pink. It symbolizes the heights attainable by romantic and spiritual love.
Scorpio (October 24-November 22) Ruling planet - Pluto. Red or Gray The energy of the Plutonian sphere is connected with Mars and represents death and regeneration. It has ruler ship over the underworld, the spirits of the departed and nuclear power.
Sagittarius (November 23-December 21 ) Ruling planet - Jupiter. Purple and royal blue are the colors of this Zodiac sign. It is an expansive planetary energy connected with the world of finance and social matters.
Capricorn (December 22 January 20) Ruling planet - Saturn. Black is the primary color of the Saturnine energy It rules karma, fate and destiny, the law, old age and property matters.
Aquarius (January 1-February 19) Ruling planet - Uranus. Blue This planetary energy is a higher octave of Saturn and has ruler ship over magic (forces, astrology and modern technology like television, video and computers).
Pisces (February 20-March 20) Ruling planet - Neptune. Indigo are the colors of Pisces, which is connected with the planetary energy of Jupiter. It has ruler ship over inspiration, matters connected with the sea and entertainment, especially the movie industry.
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I love Green. Coincidentally, my current nail polish color is this rich dark green, A-England St. George from the Legends Collection. Plus I got three other green colors. Hahaha!
I got this from A Circle of Witches FB Page. I'm Taurean, and I think this fits me to a tee.
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Astrological Zodiac Colors and Correspondences
Aries (March 21 April 20) Ruling planet - Mars. Dark Red, usually the darker shades of scarlet or crimson. Magically the planet Mars is the purifier and destroyer who sweeps aside the stagnant, the unwanted and the redundant so progress can be made. Alternatively, the planet of war also represents the creative principle and the unconscious urge for the human species to reproduce itself, for life and death are two aspects of the same energy.
Taurus (April 21-May 21) Ruling planet - Venus. Green, ranging from the palest apple green to the dark olive of the earth forces. In magical lore the Venusians energy represents the spiritual desire to unite the opposites and balance the dual forces of male and female. This union was known to the medieval alchemists as "the sacred marriage" and is symbolized in magic and Wicca by the ritual metaphor of the sword in the chalice.
Gemini (May 22 June 21) Ruling planet - Mercury Yellow is the color of this Zodiac sign representing communication and the power of the mind. In occult tradition Gemini is a symbol of the dualism which manifests from the transcendental Oneness and of magus who acts as a go-between carrying messages between Middle Earth and the Otherworld.
Cancer (June 22-July 22) Ruling planet - the moon. Light Blue and Silver are the colors of the lunar sphere. It is the realm of the unconscious, the hidden side of the personality and psychic forces.
Leo (July 23-August 23) Ruling planet - the sun. Its colors are gold and Orange. The sun represents the life force and is the visible symbol of the Cosmic Creator in the solar system.
Virgo (August 24-September 23) Ruling planet - Mercury. White is the color associated with this alternative aspect of Mercurial energy It represents the analytical abilities of the mind symbolized by the quest for scientific knowledge.
Libra (September 24-October 23) Ruling planet - Venus. Libra's Pink. It symbolizes the heights attainable by romantic and spiritual love.
Scorpio (October 24-November 22) Ruling planet - Pluto. Red or Gray The energy of the Plutonian sphere is connected with Mars and represents death and regeneration. It has ruler ship over the underworld, the spirits of the departed and nuclear power.
Sagittarius (November 23-December 21 ) Ruling planet - Jupiter. Purple and royal blue are the colors of this Zodiac sign. It is an expansive planetary energy connected with the world of finance and social matters.
Capricorn (December 22 January 20) Ruling planet - Saturn. Black is the primary color of the Saturnine energy It rules karma, fate and destiny, the law, old age and property matters.
Aquarius (January 1-February 19) Ruling planet - Uranus. Blue This planetary energy is a higher octave of Saturn and has ruler ship over magic (forces, astrology and modern technology like television, video and computers).
Pisces (February 20-March 20) Ruling planet - Neptune. Indigo are the colors of Pisces, which is connected with the planetary energy of Jupiter. It has ruler ship over inspiration, matters connected with the sea and entertainment, especially the movie industry.
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I love Green. Coincidentally, my current nail polish color is this rich dark green, A-England St. George from the Legends Collection. Plus I got three other green colors. Hahaha!
{Image from Makeup Withdrawal}
On High Standards & Quality of Living
I regularly read the site "The Simply Luxurious Life" and this article caught my attention simply because most of what it said cover the principles in life that I hold dear.
The article has cited 10 examples of high standards and high quality of living:
The article has cited 10 examples of high standards and high quality of living:
- Fuel your body with food that is from the earth – eliminate all processed foods and refined sugars.
- Choose to surround yourself with people who are positive, hopeful, honest and inspiring.
- Purchase clothing that is made well, will last more than one season and fits your signature style.
- Fewer items in your closet, yet all items are worn consistently, are high quality and therefore, give you many more stylish options.
- A home that has less square footage and not worrying about impressing the neighbors.
- Saving up for one quality vacation every year (or every other year) that offers many opportunities for widening of perspective.
- Finding downtime to relax and recharge so that when you do socialize for fun and at work, you are your best self.
- Not following the crowd. Not because you want to be different, but because something else is more interesting, more comfortable or sits better with your conscience, interests or tastes.
- Say less, but when you do speak, be clear and sincere about what you say.
- A handful of dear friends, who you may not see all of the time, but each knows the other will be there for them in good and bad times.
The full article is found HERE.
I highly recommend checking out the site regularly. I love it, I'm sure you guys will love it too!
Sep 26, 2012
Monroe is Here!
Today I received my two latest polishes from Picture Polish, and boy I was so happy upon seeing them!
I got Monroe and Kryptonite and thank goodness I did not hesitate getting these two. I was torn what to wear between the two, but decided to try Monroe first as it was initially the one I wanted to get. It was a beauty!
I didn't use a high def camera so it looked a bit dull but believe me when I say the color is fantastic. Try googling it as there are loads of photos with even better quality. It just check out the FB or website of Picture Polish.
I can't wait to try Kryptonite!
PS: just got my post office notification that my package has arrived. I scrambled so fast, almost tripped and needed a knee walker. Hahahaha! A-England loot, come to mama!
PPS: it's official. I've traded fashion for nail polish. I am officially addicted, especially to holo polishes!
I got Monroe and Kryptonite and thank goodness I did not hesitate getting these two. I was torn what to wear between the two, but decided to try Monroe first as it was initially the one I wanted to get. It was a beauty!
Sep 22, 2012
Autumnal Equinox Blessings
Equal hours of light and darkness
we celebrate the balance of Mabon,
and ask the gods to bless us.
For all that is bad, there is good.
For that which is despair, there is hope.
For the moments of pain, there are moments of love.
For all that falls, there is the chance to rise again.
May we find balance in our lives
as we find it in our hearts.
Sep 17, 2012
Blogging as Income Generating
I've read a couple of blogs lately, each of the bloggers wanting to monetize their blogs or be a major source of income for them. When I was a housewife I tried to find ways on how to earn from blogging, but eventually my interest died down because of the amount of work that needs to be done in order to do so. Aside from these, statistics needs to be looked into. Good thing there are a couple of services out there such as report engine services and site stats to help out bloggers.
But again, I just wanted blogging to be fun for me, not as a chore that needs to be maintained because of its earning capability. Sure, having extra funds is good, but I guess blogging for income is probably not in my priority list, for now at least.
This is not to say that I will not go down this road in the future. Right now, though, as it has always been, I'm just blogging for me. AS a journal, as a haven, as my own lavender fields, away from the turmoils of life.
Sep 16, 2012
Picture Polish: Monroe
Just when I thought I'd be done with nail polishes after hoarding a couple of a-England polishes, here comes Picture Polish in Monroe...
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Ack! Of course I gotta have this! I asked the supplier already when this will be available so that I can get my hands on one. Sheesh, I think it's gonna be weeks until I get hold of it, but hey. I'm patiently waiting!
I think I am now a certified nail polish addict. Noh?
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{Image from I am Anaa}
Ack! Of course I gotta have this! I asked the supplier already when this will be available so that I can get my hands on one. Sheesh, I think it's gonna be weeks until I get hold of it, but hey. I'm patiently waiting!
I think I am now a certified nail polish addict. Noh?
Sep 10, 2012
A-England Nail Polishes
I seriously need help because I have developed a really mean addiction.... Nail polishes! It's kinda obvious because lately I've been blogging more about nail polishes... a little much more than usual.
You can't blame me, because there are a lot of really good nail polishes right now, I'm amazed people can resist hoarding!
Case in point, this latest nail polish brand that I just discovered recently (as in yesterday)... A-England!
Check out A-England's website or even google the nail polish names and you'll get why I'm so into this brand, I purchased a lot in one go.
Here's the Legend Collection...
Case in point, this latest nail polish brand that I just discovered recently (as in yesterday)... A-England!
Check out A-England's website or even google the nail polish names and you'll get why I'm so into this brand, I purchased a lot in one go.
Here's the Legend Collection...
I got the St. George, Dragon, and Princess Sabra.
Look how gorgeous St. George is...
{Image from Makeup Withdrawal}
Princess Sabra is love too...
{Image from Pointless Cafe}
And Dragon....
{Image from The Swatch-aholic}
I also got Lady of the Lake, Morgan Le Fey, and Tristam from the Mythicals Collection.
Check out Lady of the Lake...
{Image from The Polished Perfectionist}
Tristam...
{Image from The Polished Perfectionist}
And Morgan Le Fey
I can just imagine I'd be having lots of fun topping my other nail polishes with this!
Ack. If only I had enough moolah, I would have purchased all of them. Seriously. ALL. Hahaha!
I can't wait till they arrive. I just hope Customs won't charge me that much for these babies! Now that would take a lot of prayers, walking towards the altar passing by lots of church chairs in order for that to happen. Hahahaha! Joke!
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