Feeling Down

... But hopefully this will be in passing. Ok here goes... I'm fairly a tolerant person but I think it's too much already. You know, you think things are settled already and are ok, then you realize it has never been ok because deep inside, there's this deep-rooted feeling - I don't know, insecurity perhaps? - that's really the main reason for whatever issue it was that you have tried to resolve? I don't want to be specific, but really, why is it that there really are those who try to bring you down and try to make you look bad? What's the use right? Why not look at one's self before damning people?

Are those people happy that they hurt others? Nice only when you need something, then become nasty and disrespectful in most days? How vicious can people be!

I hope I will be blessed with more patience and understanding, two things that I'm running out of already. Even if I don't think about it, you cannot help but wonder why. I know, you can't please everybody, but it's really too much. This is not healthy at all.