Love is finally blooming again, although I am still having a hard time adjusting to the style of Enrique, my man of the moment (and I certainly hope my man forever!). He is way too sweet, thoughtful, and dang dedicated. I have never met a guy who gives so much attention and patience, even if at times my evil bratty snooty side takes over. But I am so glad that he is now part of my life, even if he's away sailing in Europe (currently in Spain) and won't be back till February next year (Argh!). Although he is so far away, I never feel lonely as he calls me almost everyday and sends me a text message everyday as much as he can.
At times I feel scared because first of all, the attention is just too much. But then again, it is better than not feeling his care and concern. Second, at times I am scared because I don't know him that much yet, and since he's so far away, I just rely on the communication we have. I just don't want a repeat of what happened to me before. Third, there are moments when I doubt my feelings for him too, that I am not fully ready to be involved with someone.
Yet at the end of the day, he is the person I look forward to seeing and being with. My day always starts and ends "with" him. I cannot say that I love him truly, but certainly there is something there. I may still feel uneasy committing to him that's why it is still not "us", but deep inside I know that we should take our own sweet time, and eventually it will lead to it.
I surely melted when I received these!
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Aren't you glad I told you take a picture of the bouquet? :D They're gorgeous!
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