Ok, not really that far, since I am just here in Kuala Lumpur for a couple of days. But I am beginning to feel homesick, something which rarely happens to me.The first sign of homesickness was that I missed the food. I missed the green mango and tomato salad served every dinner time at home. I missed using my hands and diving into the food without thinking that somebody might think I'm a barbarian....
Aug 25, 2004
Aug 19, 2004
And She Will be Loved (Part II)
Just when I told myself that I will be Enrique-less for the time being (in order to "become myself" and be independent emotionally), I received a satellite phone call from him. And boy, he really knows how to make this girl's day...A little background... Last night I sent him a text message that I prayed to God that I will fully heal (from my past) so that I can love him with all my heart. He didn't...
FIGHT MODE!
The past few days have been a roller coaster ride for me, and I realize that I have to do something about this. The ever-carefree Vanessa cannot possibly be so glum for 10 days in a row. So I wake up today and don this "Fight mode." No Enriques, no family issues, no ex-factors, no crying at night. Just pure unadulterated Vanessa. I know, I know. I sound a little self-centered and it seems as if the...
Aug 18, 2004
Girl Interrupted
I had the luxury of reading again my past entries, and I was pretty surprised on how erratic my mood swings were. It made me realize that the past week has been a roller-coaster for me, whether I have "blogged it" or not.One minute I am so up there, the next minute I am down in the dumps. A confused mind and heart, these are what I have right now. Is this part of being in the mid-20’s? Is this an...
Aug 16, 2004
The Ex-factor
There are days when I am way up high above Cloud 9, where I couldn't be anything but be in love. Those days are as rosy as the picture of the roses Enrique sent me (which is now my desktop wallpaper). And then there are days when I don't feel like being in love. This is one of those days.It all started...
Aug 13, 2004
From P900 to P4get it!
To Heck with Globe!Last night was probably the most irritating night of my life. After a week of thinking over whether to get the platinum plan of Globe Telecom, some serious thought on commitment stiff, and whether to get a P900 or a K700i, I finally decided to get on with it. Excitement turned to disappointment and anger when the frigging company declined my application! The customer service woman...
Aug 11, 2004
Commitophobia
Ever since I realized the wonderful effects of romance in one's life, I have been pining over my Prince Charming. Just like what Snow White kept on singing by the well, "Someday my Prince will come." Whenever I pray to God, I never wished for success and material things as much as I wished for somebody to be there to be with, for me to love, and to love me. For the past years I have been in and out...
Aug 9, 2004
The Lost Art of Mechado-making
Today was a blah day. I was sick yesterday and I had no choice but to rest the whole day today. Eat, lie down, watch TV, eat, rest in bed, sleep, watch TV. The only redeeming factor was that my ever thoughtful Enrique called me up to check on me.And then came my depression attack. Over dinner, while just staring at the food I was about to eat, it just dawned on me that I do not cook at all. Sure,...
Aug 5, 2004
And She Will Be Loved...
Lately, life seems to be much brighter, rosier, and greener for this spinster (soon to be not!).Love is finally blooming again, although I am still having a hard time adjusting to the style of Enrique, my man of the moment (and I certainly hope my man forever!). He is way too sweet, thoughtful, and...
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