The Husband Is Green With Envy

My dear husband found out that his colleague, now our neighbor, is going to be a father again. The wife is pregnant, and the husband just came home middle of December.

*Sigh*

Honestly I am still torn about the second baby issue.At the one hand I am eager to have a new kid on the block, but on the other hand, the hardships that entailed it is kind of scaring me again. Sure, it was a good experience shopping for baby stuff while pregnant, talking to my doctor about eating healthy and taking the best prenatal vitamin in town, and of course, the anticipation of a newborn child. BUT I can also clearly remember those days after I gave birth when I just kept crying, feeling confused, very exhausted, and depressed. I had a bad case of post partum disorder, and it was terrible.

Oh well. Maybe next year or even late this year. My Doc is happy to help me too to try to conceive a baby boy.

Marcus Henrik.

Oh di ba? Hahaha!