From SAHM to WAHM?

I am not yet a full-pledged SAHM, but why is it that I am already thinking about ways to work at home or at least accept part-time jobs? Is this a bad sign? Maybe I should stop getting all excited about part time or home-based work, because I have to remember that I quit my job to give priority to my family. NOT priority in working at home.

Is it because until now I still couldn't accept that I will be fully dependent on my hubby? Maybe. Maybe not. Is it because I am not sure of myself that I would enjoy being the general manager of our home? Maybe, maybe not.

I don't know, after talking to a friend about a potential part-time job / consultancy I really got excited and have all these ideas in my head. I have to remind myself over and over my priority from now on. But, it's good to know that they would be needing a consultant next year (and it has nothing to do with sales, such as getting health insurance leads. Hehehehe. Of course, he assured me I am his top candidate.

We'll see. For now, I want to embrace this new chapter of my life with gusto. And I feel I am slowly embracing it with gusto. Honestly, I don't feel like working anymore (ssssh!).