Am I a Workaholic?

For a couple of days now, I can be described as disturbed and can play the lead for Girl interrputed II (if ever hahaha). I don't know, depression suddenly hit me, and yesterday, I was at my all-time low. I was crying like crazy and hubby couldn't do anything to help me. He kept on asking me what my problem was so that he can understand and help me, but I was just too ashamed to say that all my stress, uneasiness, and anxiety are caused by just one: work. It really is a stressful month for me, and people, for some reason, have been uncooperative, and worse, some were really arrogant and demanding. Yes I know, this is the industry I am in. I decided to stay here and accept the big responsibility it entails.

I used to like the challenge and don't get affected (that much) by my work. But now, it's the only thing in my mind, and it keeps me from being a full-time wife and Mom to my wonderful child.

I have considered going into rehab and cleanse my mind off of things. Or take a vacation (a long one, in that case I need to book some las vegas hotel reservations), or go to spritual classes.

I do hope I'm not getting insane. I want to see my kid(s) grow, and to grow with hubby. *Sigh*