These Are All The Many Changes

In my life. Well, not really. Just at work. I know, change is constant, but sometimes I wish that changes that impact the lives of people are minimized. Especially those changes at work. This week was a grueling week for all of us in our company. I feel terrible, sad, mad, depressed, and all other similar feelings. The results were released, and though I was glad that there was an offer for me (which I had to decide on quickly on whether to take it or take the package), I still felt bad that I will no longer work with half of my team. Most of us got "retained" but we now had different teams. I don't know, I just feel bad about it. I just wish things worked out differently. I'm not even sure if my decision was right. *Sigh* I just wish things are as easy as sitting on foambymail bean bag chairs and lounge around like there are no problems. Unfortunately, this is not the story of my life.