School Girl

WARNING: SENTI POST.

Or maybe not that sentimental. Hahaha. I came back to my senses just as I typed those words. Anyway, since I am on sick leave right now, I'm left alone here at home while hubby is doing some errands while the little girl is school. Later today we will head back to her new big school to enroll her for next school year.

This thought of her going to school where I studied is the one putting me on senti mode right now. I mean, hello, my baby girl (who I still call baby girl) is now going to a big school by June. She will have more friends, more activities, and more time to develop her talents and skills. I guess I'm all sentimental because my baby girl is fast growing and becoming more independent. You know, I'm feeling like time is too fast, the next thing I know, she will have a family of her own and leave me.

Yes, I'm that much of a forward-thinker. Hahaha. But seriously, these thoughts get me teary-eyed. I want her to be forever mine, forever the baby girl who keeps on telling me she loves me, who keeps on giving me multiple kisses (especially if she wants something). Will these ever end? Will these stop once she goes to school and realize that it may not be all that cool to be sticky-clingy to old Mama?

*Sigh*

I better stop or else my cold will worsen. There's this big lump on my throat right now, just by thinking about Eanna growing up. But I guess it's what every mother has to face, the fact that we don't own our kids, but merely we help as much as we can to develop and groom them to be fine and good-hearted adults.

Ok, I better stop, seriously. Bye for now.