Bursting The Bubble

Just when I thought that maybe I should appreciate the fact that I have work (been feeling down lately and well, feeling lazy? hahaha), something comes up, and made me ask again... IS IT ALL WORTH IT?

Sure, I get to have my own moolah, get to buy big ticket items once in a while, and have more savings, but then again, what if your work tears up your well-being? What if you do not find satisfaction anymore?

I used to believe in the nature of my work, given that I have spent the first 4 years in this industry promoting the Filipino talent, looking for companies to hire Filipinos and give employment to our countrymen. I took pride that whenever I talk to a client, I state all the wonderful characteristics we have, and why we are the best and why they should hire us.

Now, I somehow lost that feeling that I am doing something, and something good. Now I feel that maybe I can do other things that have "more meaning." Teaching perhaps? Or maybe try to set up our own business? I really don't know.

I am so uncertain right now. Yes, compensation is good, but is the pressure and hurt worth it? Can't help but be personal here. Especially if you are dealing with people.

I always think that this is just a passing phase happening once a year, but sometimes it's just too much already. At least now I think it's too much.