Sick and Hungry

I've been down with a mean flu for the 3rd day today, and I'm beginning to be depressed already. Sometimes I want spending my spare time for myself, just lounging around my bed, watching TV, reading books and magazines, and just plain resting. But this weekend, I have so many plans, and all of them are shelved because of my current state.

Aside from this, all the shows in Lifestyle Network make me all the more hungry! I've been watching LN since yesterday, and have been salivating over the sumptuous meals prepared by Bobby Flay (aaaah I must have his book "Boy Meets Grill"), Wolfgang Puck, Rachel Ray, etc... It makes me miss Enrique even more: I kept on daydreaming about our new life together, our foodfests, cookfests, etc.

Anyway, I hope that I will get well soon. I don't know, the effect of sickness is really bad. I get all the more depressed, and my thoughts range from ultra-sad to outright morbid. I kept on telling myself, "Van, you gotta be strong. If you're not, one illness that will come during the golden years, and you're outta here." Morbid right? Haha.