There is a Time for Things to Happen

I always kept on saying that there is a reason for everything, that things happen for a reason, and that there is always that right time for things to happen. Yet, there are times when I doubt these words, doubt too much that I couldn't even express them in this site.

A few months ago I doubted about why changes had to happen in my life. That was the time when I felt very depressed... too depressed that I had a breakdown which even got my parents so worried.

I wanted to let go and quit. However, circumstances sent me on daily detours. I was oh so ready, but quitting did not happen. Slowly whatever hurt I felt began to heal and relationships became better.

Then a big break came. It was so sudden that I'm still actually catching up with the tide. Yet, it all made sense. Before the big break, I wondered what was the main reason why I wasn't able to let go as planned.

Maybe letting go and quitting back then wasn't the right time, because a few things had to be settled. And the time between the big heartbreak and the big break was a necessary period for me to mend myself, hear words that I ought to hear, heal relationships and make them stronger. It was indeed necessary.

And I'm very happy, in a sense at peace, that before I go to the next chapter of my life, everything fell into place as it should be.