Constellation

I feel so depressed right now. Well, I've been this way for weeks now. Why? Because my face looked like the heavenly skies. I've got constellations going on, and I can't deal with it! Not to be meant as a humble brag, but really this is the first time I'm experiencing this. So it seems they are correct... Having a pimply face really does get you down and insecure. I don't even want to look at myself right now.

I changed toothpaste, changed my shampoo and conditioner. Tried the Mario Badescu drying lotion but it didn't work. Now it seems like the only solution is to finally go to a dermatologist. Good thing I've got an aunt who is one, but I'm thinking of going to Dr. Huang already (last time I thought of going to her, I had a zit. One.).

But I can't go just now because this Wednesday we will be hitting the beach. Earliest I can go is on Saturday.

Ack. I really can't even. But for now, I guess I will try what my sister told me to use... head to bath stores and get myself an Ysa soap. I remember this was what she used when her face erupted too. I used this too before together with her but I didn't really know if it worked on me because back then I didn't gave this problem.

Sigh.

I do hope I get my skin back. I'm not really the type who maintains it meticulously but now, I just might start caring for it seriously.